Society, Or Whatever

I don't like the society we live in! I often feel like an alien; a separate entity from social norms. The realization hit me while biking around the city looking for nightlife activities. I would stop at random bars and walk around searching for a friendly face but often had little desire to interact with anyone. It's a delicate balance between introvert and extrovert. I'm rarely interested in mingling with a bunch of strangers. Alcohol is the most popular social lubricant but I've already been there, done that. So I decide to take a quick stroll down Dirty 6th Street. There's lots of extraneous noise and trashy people walking around searching for sex, drugs and anything to distract them from the madness of society. It doesn't take long for me to leave this scene in frustration. These people remind me of oblivious zombies whether I'm drunk or not. Homeless people line the sidewalks as I walk past Red River. They're utterly miserable in a state of delusion and denial. Most people walk by without even a second glance. They'd rather turn a blind eye to the wicked ways of the world. I want to help these people and society at large! I've yet to find a viable method to accomplish this goal and I'm still a struggling artist breaking into the real estate markets, so obviously the funding isn't there either. That's one of the reasons I must travel to faraway destinations! I'd rather concentrate on more productive things in life than sin and vice, traveling the world to experience different cultures and learn from their peoples. I'm truly confident of my passion for photography and will follow it wherever it takes me in order to "find myself". I'm already connected with a few key individuals in Austin who can help me achieve these philanthropic goals. Think local, act global. My next step in that direction is Costa Rica. Some people may find it absurd to spend money you don't have on a business vacation to a country you've never been to. I respectfully disagree. It's important to travel while you're young. There's a grand vision calling me to this majestic jungle land and I absolutely must follow it! In the meantime, my brand recognition in Austin is constantly growing! It's only a matter of time before people are inundating me with requests for business. Their ears are buzzing with my name and social media marketing is making it all happen. Yet I typically find myself alone at the end of the night with no friends surrounding me. The lesson is, fame in whatever form doesn't lead to happiness. Only with love can you be truly happy! So I keep searching for my one true love. Call me a hopeless romantic if you wish, but I will always believe she's out there somewhere. On a side note, I'm excited to attend Burning Man this year! The Media Mecca team recently contacted me about volunteering in 2016. However, this doesn't guarantee me a ticket so I've been placed in a queue for one. I'm positive that it's all going to work out in my favor. My intention is to carpool with friends who've already experienced the largest life celebration party in the world. This life would be terribly damn boring if everyone were the same. We're all just one human family but sometimes I feel like an outcast. I probably shouldn't do any more psychedelics...